Franklin

sometimes i feel like i was rushed into making one of the most important decisions of my life, and sometimes i feel like i made the wrong one

Portland-take 2


GOODBYE!

calling Pema!

i desperately need to go back to living the simple life
time to channel my inner bodhisattva

Inspiration

favorite concert song

this song completely resonated with me the night of Natasha Bedingfield's performance <3

Channeling Bev

this is not my month

"mer."

Today

if you become frightened, instead become inspired.

<3

the thing about surrender

is that once you give in to it, you forget why you were even fighting in the first place

Settlers Settling

a funny concept i was recently enlightened by.

since you act like you know so much, it's unfortunate when you don't see it happening to yourself.

one day at a time/I LOVE SUMMER

who knows where i will be in three months?! and frankly, i don't even care because wherever i will be, my heart will be, and those who love me will be there also! so far this summer i have been reminded of how much love i left behind and i'm going to take my time enjoying it!!
this post is for een, stass, chris, chloe, beverly, britt, dani, ash, erich, jon, kristin, and jac... just to name a few ;)

new perspective

it's beautiful today, and it's also my aunt's death anniversary. i can't help but wonder how my mom and other relatives are doing in the philippines. also can't help but think about my cousins who are off and married with beautiful happy and healthy babies wishing their mom was around to share the memories. today i've reached a new level of compassion

Wanderlust

LOVE that word. so full of magic and mystery and fun and thrill! ahhh!



staying up and making a bucket list for the first time ever! inspired by Cleo :D

in love with music

"if gravity happens, then i'll fasten wings to my shoes!"

one of my favorite lines from the new Kate Voegele album :)

Jet Lag

taking advantage of being wide awake in the middle of the night to do what i do best: ANALYZE.

thoughts on my brain right now
1. why do i care about my major (or any major) again? oh that's right, i don't! ;)
2. prayer
3. going to do what i want to do [everyday] [in every aspect of my life] [not because someone tells me to do it]
4. it's okay to feel 30
5. my stomach is talking to me
6. keep moving forward!
7. newest motto: you get what you give
8. i want a meeting with cheevs...NOW! :D
9. i want a meeting with madame... after cheevs
10. old favorite word: panties
new favorite word: balance

boom. done.
DUUUUCESSSSS!!!! ;)

"always such a gangsta" -loveness

Where am I?

because i'd really like to know...

I would also like to say...

that I leave the country for 3 weeks tomorrow. i don't want to say bye to my grandma...


today i started planning for my birfdaayyy with cleo. I'm excited for it. Mainly for the funny pictures and late night conversations and love Love LOVE!! :)

hmm...i'm going to go get froyo with my craziest cuz. and maybe hit up a drug deal. we'll find out!

I would just like to say...

i'm content with never seeing you again.

Now that that is off my chest, back to watching House!
winning

meepmeep

this is me procrastinating on studying for finals and thinking about how this is my second to last night in this room on this floor and that this week is my last trip to Powell's for four months... sad times..and how long of a run-on sentence this could really be.

so close

to the end.
excited to have my car again. and to breathe again.
also excited for another SF trip with cleo so we can walk, just walk, like what she does in Cambridge, in the summer sun, get me some seafood, and find a beautiful, peaceful place. maybe i'll bring my drum. yes, i'll bring my drum. and a blanket, oh and socks! because last time it was a little chilly and i was forced to by socks from REI. but it's totes not even a bad thing cus i funking heart that store to pieces. typing out this blog makes me feel like im in wanket's english class again, journaling every morning about whatever and not worrying about grammar or punctuation. i like hot tea and people of Truth.

Fantasy to Reality

i think i came up with a new plan. it's really exciting and also makes my tummy turn. but naturally i am content.
it might be better for me, my parents, my relationships, and my goals. i think this dream needs to come true. the worst part about this blog is that i can't say what the plan is just in case it doesn't end happily :)

prayerssssss! and fingers crossed!

Current Anthem

"makes me wanna go shove my intelligence in the administrations' face" -cleo

love.

Lupe Fiasco - Sucker Free - MTV Shows